It's all so over-whelming. I'm so behind and incapable of redeeming myself at this point. I'm becoming my own worst nightmare...I'll let someone down. From now on I'll speak and in their head, or worse to each other, they'll 'yah right' me! They'll roll their eyes, they'll give each other...a look. I've lost credibility. I've lost respect. Of all the things I wanted to do, what kept me from it for so long was THIS feeling right here.
Roofgee - I like that better